So, what did I do about it? I sulked a bit, then grabbed all of my favorite things around me a smooshed them together in a painting that I refused to let myself judge or think about while creating it.
Inside my head the monologue was somewhat like this:
IT felt SO GOOD to just let it all lose, to paint for me, the real me not the "will this sell?" me or the "Is this to hippy?" me or the "Will this match the furniture? me. Nope, this is for the honest to God real Sarah, and I'm sorry that I let her get muffled up by other things.
So, meet my Friend, he's a Pooka a sort of imaginary friend and he likes color. The qoute is from Miike Snow's Black and Blue. The lace bits on the end are from Fosters Home for Imaginary Friends, The Pooka bit is from Harvey an old movie. The color scheme is from Hitch Hikers Guide to the Galaxy (yes books have color schemes in my head) and I'm DARN sure the bow tie came from Doctor Who. Antlers are just cool and I like a Nutty Professo-ish air in my creatures.
I love my Pooka, and my tea is getting cold,
p.s. I WENT TO THE ZOO!!
This lion made me giggle :)